God help me.
I thought I was okay when I saw the moon yesterday and felt nothing, but it was only momentary.
The adrenaline rushes are starting to seep in, and I can't even see the moon yet.
So far, so good. I haven't gotten any morbid tendencies just yet.
But oh-my-GOODNESS, my head's going extremely trippy.
I need to run, VERY VERY far and FAST.
Mmmmmmphhhhhhhhhhh.
Yesterday was super awesome, by the way.
I'm still grinning like a mad idiot.
Or maybe that's just the lunar effect.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH, IT'S LIKE SOMETHING'S ABOUT TO EXPLODE IN MY LEFT VENTRICLE BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT.
Mmmmmmmmmmmmphhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I've been trying to listen to soft music, but it does nothing.
I hope it goes away before Monday.